Think about this, you are having a storm near your house, its very cloudy and rainy out, lightning is striking fairly close, as there is not much time between the flash of lightning and the noise of thunder. You see lightning out of the window and it is scary, but all you can see from there is what is under the clouds.
Sometimes the monster is larger than it appears
- me half the time: I just wanna fuck somebody omg I just wanna have sex with somebody like do you wanna just go do it in your car no or
- me the other half of the time: I just want someone to love me and be happy just cuddling with me and holding hands and and forehead kisses and cute things and omg I just want to be in love please